The Puzzle Piece

I feel so Lonely. It feels like something is missing.

I am not sure what it is missing.

Its like a puzzle piece that is lost in room.

Until I find that piece, all that i feel is gloom.

Feeling is like a black storm cloud over my head.

Voices whispering telling me I better off dead.

I don't need that. 

I dont need another anxiety attack.

I just want to find peace.

Want to express myself and be free.

Why Can't I find My heart.

Why can't I find my heart again.
Is it possible that I have yet to understand.
What love really means .
What does it mean to me ?
Find Someone and just settle.
No, its on a completely different level.
Love is special as the person it is meant for.
Brings you closer and so much more.
I used to know what that felt like.
Now I just feel lonely at night.
I hope this feeling doesn't last for to long.
Tired of listening to sad love songs.
I want to get myself right before that sensation is gone.
Let the time come for me to find that someone.
Hopefully One day.
I can wake up and say,
I Love You.