Questions???

I'm wondering if  I'm doing the right thing?
Sometimes it makes sense to get away from everything.
When the pressure starts taking its toll.
I find myself just sitting there in the hole.
Why am I in the hole to begin with?
How can I make any sense of this?
Feeling depressed is like having cancer.
Please, I would like to find the answer.
To solve the riddle that confuses me.
What do I need to be doing right now?
When? Where? Why? and How?
Will I ever be me again?
So many questions. So much to understand.