Its a Cold World man

People really get on my nerves.
Things I hear makes me feel like dirt.
I wish that had a mute button.
That way i don't have to hear nothing.
Nothing you say matters anyways.
Grow the fuck up and have a nice day.
I hear ya" make your money".
Money doesn't make me.
Rather being inside just writing..
Those boring days and not a single call.
Sitting down with my laptop against the wall.
Writing the words.
Trying to be heard.
Doing what I can
Can you understand?
What it means to feel like an outcast man.
Trying to be social in cold world.
All those mixed signs, You making my head spin girl.
Just being me and trying to have a conversation.
The end result is me and you have no relation.
Nothing in common and you playing with the phone.
Why did I even bother ?  Should have stay home.
Why are people so cold.
What is there that they care about the most.
I care about helping people out.
Even though I do, I start to doubt.
Questioning every single little thing.
Not exactly what i planned on doing.
Can't do what i need to.
Going out there I don't want to be fool.
Lord Give me wisdom to answer the question.
To listen to that wise suggestion.
To keep me motivated in life.
Keeping me from holding a knife.
There is hope.
Keeping my friends close.