Damn, Why not Me ? SMH

My Feelings are in a swirl.

Looking for just one girl.

In this cold messed up world.

From a distance I take a glance.

I picture us dancing even though I can't dance.

I ask what is your name.

I get silence and look full of shame.

Damn, Is every girl like this.

Pretty on the outside, hiding all that malice.
What should I do?

I could really use a helpful clue.

I know I'm not the first who walk to her.

But I know that I'm different from the others.

Hearing that " You're not my type".

What the hell is type and is it right.

Is everyone so picky?

A million different reasons on why It can't be

Seriously at this rate  I want to leave.

Leave it up to destiny.