Dream of you

When I put my head down, I dream of you.
Dreaming of peaceful time with plenty to do.
Seeing you smile again.
I begin to understand.
That this can only be a dream.
Your smile shows but not to me.
Images of a time I've longed for.
One mistake lead you to walk out that door.
She gone, It's no more.
Nothing else can be done.
Can't even think straight or have fun.
Its like a part of me that I've lost when you left.
I didn't want anyone else but you.
It hurts my chest
Seeing you now as my ex.
Have to bear it.
Endure the hits
Have to make a way out this mess.
Only God knows who is next.
Until that time comes. It's just me.
Nobody else but me.