It's really sad.

As the day goes by so silently.
I sit here in my room quietly.
Not making a sound.
Why should I ? There's no one around.
I spend my time thinking what's wrong with me.
I don't want to go outside.
Instead I'm in here wasting time.
Struggling with the thought of the end.
What kind of person am I , I don't even talk to my friends.
Its like I stay away from everyone.
I wish I could explain why
 is this really  who I am.
It really sad.That I live like this.