Waiting around Sucks.

I aim
to not play games.
and to remain sane.I ask myself this question, is it me or is it this world.
Am I so simple that I just fall for one girl.
A girl who has stories to tell.
A girl willing to pull me out of my shell.
Someone I can just be myself around.
Hearing her voice such a lovely sound.
I been sailing through the sea of bullshit.
Yet, I wonder does she even exist.
 I do care for her to not turn me down.
 leaving leaves me with a frown.
"Lovely right"
I try and I try.
But no one in really into me.
God, I ask to send me a woman please
All I can do is be patient.
It get lonely in here just waiting.
I don't know, feeling I'm losing touch.
Honestly, This really sucks.