Being Thankful in October

As the year come to a close.
I think of all of things I've done.
What is bothering me the most?
Where is this all coming from?
Sitting in Chair
Breathing in the air.
Feeling Uncertain still
Holding How I feel.
I've down that road before.
The one leads to love.
Didnt know what was in store.
So I ask for help from above.
I pray for my nightmares to end.
Praying for peace.
Thank you Lord for my friends.
I'm grateful for all you've done for me.