Another day another Poem

Going around
Looking Down.
Walking without making a sound.
Very Quietly.
So Silently.
No need to act so violently.
They don't understand.
I'm Just a man.
May not be perfect but I do what I can.
All Day
That is what I say.
Helping out people is what I do, OK?
If you don't like me,
 Don;t worry It is a Mutual feeling.
Instead of doing hurt, how about some healing.
I don't aim to be best
The reason I Talk  is to connect.
Who knows what can happen next.

Connections Can be Hard.

Seeing you across the way,
I must be lucky to see you today
Who is she? Something about you
Do I want to know her? Yes I do.
 I'm one of many guys in the world.
Who I am to you girl?
A stranger but lets get to know one another.
Who knows, it could work out for each other.
I'm interested so why not give me a chance?
So its not me, then its the next man
Why is so hard to be there.
I don't want to be saying this is unfair.
You tell me what I'm thinking without me saying a word.
Can I get a chance to even be heard?
Love connects two paths to make an intersection.
Communication is how we make the connection.
I am patient and I take my time.
Taking my time make these words rhyme.
Wondering why I don't ever get that chance.
Sometimes the reasons don't ever make sense.

Realizing Somethings. Not really a Poem

A good day comes from the good thoughts that dwell inside you.
Let those thoughts be a source of strength given to you from the lord above.
I need to understand that I'm not alone.
All I really need is a Hug.

Content in My own Skin.

Here I go again.
Saying Nobody Understands
Even as a man.
I sink below the sand.
It is a time to be happy, the people say.
Why does this happen around the holidays.
I hook up the Xbox but can't find a reason to play.
To be honest, I just want to have a good day.
Day with where I haven't hurt anyone.
A day where I can just enjoy the Sun.
Hanging out with friends and Having some from fun.
If I keep this up, Most Likely I'm done.
I get sad because I'm afraid to face my family.
I make a whole lot of mistakes for a human being.
Is there really such a thing as destiny.
Lord I do ask for your help. please.
I want to do right by me.
Writing down words to express my creativity.
To see a different expression on my face, like smiling.
A clear understand of what it means to be Happy.

To be content with living in my own skin.

Nightmares of hell

When I go to sleep, I get nightmares.
They have me shaking and gaping for air.
Falling down into a hole of despair.
I call out and wonder is anyone there?
I wake up with a start turn on the lights.
Sweating. From the devil who gave me such a fright.
He laughs at me and tells me I belong with him.
That there is no point in resisting, just let him win.
I fEel the wrong I have done to other will lead me to hell.
Where there is fire and people burning and no wells.
Why am I talking this way.
It's on my mind at times during the day
I don't want to go down there.
But I i will be  on my away if I don't get help.

A note in a form a poem.

What is wrong ?
My hope is gone.
All because of resh
Stuck in all this mess.
what to do.
Should I tie up a noose.
Let my body hang loose.
Would it matter if I wasnt there.
Lifeless body hanging in the air.
Thoughts like these come to me.
With no one around, who really can stop me.
Should haven't said anything at all.
Try to not think about it.
Doesn't work
No one here except me in this room.
Should I keep fighting
or fall toward impending doom.
The choice is mine but I don't see much to keep me here.
This has been a rough year.
I know it's not the answer
23 yrs of pain.
Neglection
And
Rejection.
give me enough reason to.
didn't mean to hurt you.
But it seems this is all can do.
To not exist all.
Cause I continue to fall.

Let the Passion flow.

She,
Who is She?
She is a mystery.
A mystery that is worth solving.
Smiling when the thoughts come.
Sad when then the thoughts are gone.
Writing out my passion, laying it all down.
These words allow my mind to be sound.
Looking up and seeing your face.
Makes my heart race.
Letting me know that I'm in the right place.
To bring myself closer to you.
You mean so much yes you do.
I would like to see this through.
Treating you right.
Learn to avoid the fight.
Make love to you in the night.
I acknowledge that you are the one for me.
Not just someone but a part of my destiny.
Being Honest and caring wholeheartedly.
Tell me what you need
Tell me how you feel,
These words I'm expressing are for real.
You believe in truth.
Let me show what I can do
Staying true
to
and
by
you.