The Future is Hmm I wonder?

In my mind I feel so withdrawn.
Nothing knowing what to do, feeling so calm.
In my dreams, I am holding hands with a girl.
Makes me have some hope in the world.
Nothing feels better that having someone there.
Who stands by you and that cares.
I am only human, I have made a lot of mistakes.
I am what God has made.
I am me.
I have to help myself.
Only then can can I help out my fellow citizens.
Having faith in myself allows me to win.
 I am thankful for everything that has been done.
One of these days I will have fun.
First I have to take care of what's important.
Only then I will be absolutely certain.
That my purpose is to help people out.
Telling others that there is no reason to shout.
 Giving it my all and no slacking off.
Its won't be easy, certainly it is rough.
Having my friends for support when it gets bad.
God tells me that it will be ok, don't be sad.
As time goes by, I wonder what my fate will be.
Guided by Faith revealing my destiny.