Hard to Smile.

For me, I realize it is hard to smile.

Something that I haven't done in a while.

At times when stuff happens, I blame myself.

Feeling really down, I ask someone for help.

Please tell me what can I do?

"The answer lies within you."

I rack my brain trying to figure that out.

Not getting anywhere, I start to have doubts.

I wonder is there any hope for someone like me.

I have said some mean things that i didn't mean.

Blaming myself for the loss of some friends.

Ready to jump because no one understands.

Thinking really hard,I say "let me not end my life."

Can't no longer hold back, I start to cry.

As the tears roll down the side of my face.

I walk away leaving behind that terrible place.

Walking to that grassy field over there.

I see an airplane flying through the air.

I don't always have to be down.

I know that time is short and won't always be around.

Time to start looking up and feeling better.

Looking forward to the good weather.

My heart tells that I should go back home.

I take my walking stick and begin to roam.

When I finally get there, I finally understand.

I can't save everyone but, I will do what I can.